Just something I came across in Matteo Study Hall awhile back.
Hello, again. So how have you been lately? I heard that you are now a part of the Philippine All-Star dance troupe. Congratulations! Anyway, pleasantries aside, I wanted to talk to you about the past.
We were together for 2 and a half years and I can say that that made a significant change in my life. I am not here to complain or make a fuss about you leaving me but I am actually here to thank you for finally letting me go and giving me the chance to experience the world.
Even though it’s almost a year since we were apart, I can’t say that I am over you because there is this part in me that still wishes for you, wishing that you didn’t leave me for somebody else. Don’t get me wrong though, I am not complaining about these. I was actually the fool who wanted to stay with you even though you didn’t want me anymore. I was blinded by love.
Our relationship failed not only because of you, I had my fair share of wrongs too. The only reason you had to leave me is because I didn’t do my part as the lover well. I was devastated then but now I am a lot better emotionally. I had a lot to go through just to be able to be happy again. The months and months of the pursuit for happiness benefitted me greatly physically, emotionally, spirituality and of course, mentally.
From falling, I got back up and even improved on who I was. I managed to put my body physique to a whole new level. I can think clearer and in a more logical way because I greatly value the mind over matter principle. I have a ton of new friends, and I finally started to believe in God. Thank you.
Hello! How’d you know? But yes, I am a part of the Philippine All-Star dance troupe! I was REALLY lucky to get in. Practice is every day from 9pm until 12am. I’m very excited to perform in foreign countries and two weeks ago we performed in The Ateneo! Did you watch the performance? Mind blowing right?! Haha!
First of all, I’m very glad that you found your way back to a better life.
I hope you wouldn’t wish for me anymore because I think we would never be together as lovers but just good friends. I’m sorry if I seem pretty harsh but I’m actually not over the guilt that I am feeling towards you, thinking that I ruined your life. Hearing from everyone how sad you are, how you tell everyone that I am the faulty side of the relationship made me guiltier that ever.